There is this feeling within me...of what I cannot understand. Such an emptiness, a yearning to be free and discover the world. My soul cannot rest in such a place as this. I feel like I am choking, drowing- dying! I feel like I am dying here! Can no one hear me? Doushite? Doushite daremo watashi no koi o kikanai desu ka ( Read more... )

I am going to redo my Lj ( Read more... )

stop me if that seems bloddy depressing.

I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF

I HATE MEN!!!

Dating is overrated. People are trying to set me up with various guys who are interested in me. Big deal. I've dated one guy and that's enough to make me happy. I don't need to be stuck with a guy for a few hours who thinks my ass is great company.

>.<;;

This weekend has been severe. Saturday began with me waking up in Amanda’s room, because I felt too upset with the argument I had with one of my roommates the night before. I snuck back into my room, where both my roommates still slept. Later, when my said roommate and I were at our respective desks, she apologized, and so I took her to brunch. ( Read more... )

I'm hurting ( Read more... )

Please, do not speak to me.
I grow weary of mortal interaction.
Cast all your doubts and fears upon me.
I play the part.

Submission.
Forgive me, but I cannot comply with the desire of others.
Perfection is an illusion.
Reality is worse.

STOP IT.

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