yesterday, i had a really bad depression attack. the uncontrollable emotions, suicidal thoughts, spontaneous crying and aimlessness ruined the whole day--even the good bits of it ( Read more... )

i'm at that point where i'm starting to get bored of just being a slug and meeting people for meals. i'm starting to want to do more stuff for myself. and start looking for a job. it's about time. got to get my shit together and begin a new life.