do you ever feel your memories
trying to make themselves heard?

images never to be forgotton
float in front of my eyes;
sounds long since drifted away
tickle my ears once again;
details striving for notice,
though never noticed before

magical places, beautiful scenes
these make me long to create new memories

i found some old poetry yesterday. it's not as terrible as i thought it was when i wrote it. have a read if you like ( Read more... )

my heart goes boom. stop! you don't want this. you can't have this. the repercussions are to great. boom. but, oh the passion! the freedom he offers! exploration of what i want. acceptance. consideration. boom.  listen to your head. you are a smart girl! do you want to ruin your friendships? boom. but what if it could work? wouldn't that make it ( Read more... )

once upon a time, there was a girl named randi (like a boy, but with an i). she was a simple, normal girl (for the most part), who wanted simple, normal things. she wanted a boy that she loved to love her, a radio, and some shoes. the radio and shoes came easy, but the boy was a bit harder to find ( Read more... )

cryptic. self pity. wanting communication. lacking communication. tears. laughter. alcohol. bruises. text messaging rampages. boiling emotions. words, words, words. questions unasked. questions unanswered. a dead man in the ice. 5000 years old. magic. friends? once lovers. memories emerging in dreams. dialogues heard in my head. circles and circles ( Read more... )