Hum...
Maybe it is my horoscope, but all of a sudden I feel refreshed. I spent most of the summer trying to escape and reset, and I spent very little time with the people I love that are normally the staples in my life.
It is not that I plan on going back to my former ways entirely, but I feel more ready for socializing than I have in almost two months. Although I am sure the transition back to the land of gents (common origin with gente?)will be unpleasant and self-conscious. I am determined to battle my fears of being an entirely unentertaining outsider in order to love and enjoy people again.
This comes at a very good time, because my brother is coming down this weekend to move me into my new apartment. I will have socialization overload. If possible I will convince people to come over and drink beer and move my shit for me. It will be grand. Otherwise... I will just smoke a little (I can never resist with my brother... and I've never been very good at being that rigid anyway) and move and move and move. hehe... I like the way you move... ba da da...
Delirious or in a good mood? fine line
It is not that I plan on going back to my former ways entirely, but I feel more ready for socializing than I have in almost two months. Although I am sure the transition back to the land of gents (common origin with gente?)will be unpleasant and self-conscious. I am determined to battle my fears of being an entirely unentertaining outsider in order to love and enjoy people again.
This comes at a very good time, because my brother is coming down this weekend to move me into my new apartment. I will have socialization overload. If possible I will convince people to come over and drink beer and move my shit for me. It will be grand. Otherwise... I will just smoke a little (I can never resist with my brother... and I've never been very good at being that rigid anyway) and move and move and move. hehe... I like the way you move... ba da da...
Delirious or in a good mood? fine line