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Well it appears as if the wedding may be off for good. He sent me a message saying that I need to call places to cancel. When I asked him if we were ever going through with this he said he wasn't sure. I can't believe he is doing this to me. Everything was fine after this last time we broke up. Now its not though. I keep asking him if we will ever have the wedding but he won't give me a real answer. I want to know though if I need to get my hopes up or just forget about it and consider leaving him. Even though that is the last thing that I want. I just wish I knew what to do. I asked him if he wanted me to tell everyone that the wedding is off but he told me to do whatever I wanted that he was too busy to talk about it. That's part of the problem he's always to busy for me. I just wish I had someone to talk to instead of being here all by myself. I hate being alone when I feel like this but I guess I have no choice.