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For those of you who don't know I was supposed to be getting married July 10,2004. Well I don't know anymore. I got a message on my phone one morning saying that we needed to push the date back. Then I find out he was inthe housse when he wrote that. Irrates me when he does it. So I went to talk to him and he said that he was just to stressed right now and didn't have time to think about it. So I said okay whatever and that was the end of it. He then sent me an im when he was at school. He said he didn't even know if he wanted to date me anymore. Just that he had thought of never taking me back the last time we broke up but decided to anyways and now thought it was a bad idea. So I started asking him if I should take of my ring. He had the nerve to say that it was my choice. Well if it was up to me then we wouldn't have had the arguement. So I asked him if he still wanted to marry me and he said that all he wanted to do was date. I ended up asking him if he still even loved me. Bad idea. He wasn't sure anymore. Then I asked if he ever did. He still didn't know. So I got all pissed at him and was like that all day. I knew he wasn't getting home till late so I tried to wait for him. I ended up falling asleep in the downstairs living room. Now normally he wakes me but this time he left me there. I woke up at almost three am and thought he was not home. But the next day I went to my parents to "cool off" so to speak. Last night wasn't bad I asked him to wake me up when he got home and he did. He is really stressed but luckly slowly becoming seminormal agian. He is at school now but woke me this morning. Um... lets see for today I'm not really doing anything. Unless you call being bored something. Just calling the college to see if they are going to except me. I hope so.