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I guess the wedding is off for good. I don't want it to be but he made up his mind finally. I just don't know what to do. I have no where to even go if I leave him for good. I don't wnat to move back home and I don't have any money so I can't even find a place of mine own. I just don't know anymore. I feel like I have lost all control over my life. I hate it so much.