Are you listening?
Tell me, are you there?
I want to tell you how much I've changed. I want to share all the things I've felt and all the people I've met and all the love I finally realized I was getting.
I want to tell you about this boy I'm waiting for.
I want to stop thinking of him that way because it's unfair. And untrue, just like a lot of problems in this journal. But of course, I can only say that in retrospect.
(I dreamt we were able to have a conversation because he Poked me on Facebook. ON FACEBOOK. Aren't there better dreams to dream?)
You are worlds away and I only wish I could be as happy and self-confident as you.
I wonder if you think of me sometimes too.
I want to tell you how much I've changed. I want to share all the things I've felt and all the people I've met and all the love I finally realized I was getting.
I want to tell you about this boy I'm waiting for.
I want to stop thinking of him that way because it's unfair. And untrue, just like a lot of problems in this journal. But of course, I can only say that in retrospect.
(I dreamt we were able to have a conversation because he Poked me on Facebook. ON FACEBOOK. Aren't there better dreams to dream?)
You are worlds away and I only wish I could be as happy and self-confident as you.
I wonder if you think of me sometimes too.