My Birthday
So I'm not gonna lie, I'm pretty sad and disappointed that for some of my closest friends my birthday was only worth mentioning a day later or not at all even. It's not like no one knew, I started planning for a party not too long ago. So basically I've got this huge feeling that no one cares and it sucks. Well I mean obviously a lot of people don't care very much. Why isn't my birthday worth it? Everyone threw Ling a surprise party for his and a tonne of people chipped in to get Scott a DS. I'm not saying I wanted you guys to go that far with me, it's just when I compare that to all the people who forgot it makes me feel pretty insignificant.
I really really appreciate those who did remember. Thank you so much to Aly, René and Ling for taking me out for dinner. It really made me feel better yesterday. Jen went out of her way to call me to say happy birthday even though we like never talk now. She was the last person I expected to remember. It was very nice of her. Tory's another one I rarely speak to and yet she left me a message over MSN. And yet a lot of people I talk to every day don't seem to care all too much.
I probably should just be happy with those who cared enough to say happy birthday yesterday but I don't know, I'm probably searching for approval from the wrong people as usual. I don't know...All I know is that this kinda feels like the shittiest birthday ever...
If anyone does care and is simutaneously free that night, Dot and I want to go glow-in-the-dark bowling on friday. Maybe Saturday? Depends on people's scheduals.
EDIT
If it happens at all it'll have to be friday because Brianna's having her birthday party on saturday. So tell me if Friday's ok.
I really really appreciate those who did remember. Thank you so much to Aly, René and Ling for taking me out for dinner. It really made me feel better yesterday. Jen went out of her way to call me to say happy birthday even though we like never talk now. She was the last person I expected to remember. It was very nice of her. Tory's another one I rarely speak to and yet she left me a message over MSN. And yet a lot of people I talk to every day don't seem to care all too much.
I probably should just be happy with those who cared enough to say happy birthday yesterday but I don't know, I'm probably searching for approval from the wrong people as usual. I don't know...All I know is that this kinda feels like the shittiest birthday ever...
If anyone does care and is simutaneously free that night, Dot and I want to go glow-in-the-dark bowling on friday. Maybe Saturday? Depends on people's scheduals.
EDIT
If it happens at all it'll have to be friday because Brianna's having her birthday party on saturday. So tell me if Friday's ok.