I feel like punching myself.

Alright where what was I trying to say here? What have I been doing mates? Do you cats even give a damn? I still breathe and bitch and moan I am just not all up in your face about it. Love has a funny way of showing you that you made several hundred mistakes. They come back and bite you in the ass whenever you try to make amends ( Read more... )

a few seconds ago I instant messaged Melissa. I know that she hates me referring to her in my livejournal as she feels that my opinion of her is misconstructed ir something of the sort. I love that girl with all my heart. We never see eye to eye. In fact, we never even see one another in person as we live 385 miles apart. I met her two years ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since I have had anything profound to say online. I am sick of being quiet and not being honest, so I have decided to post this on myspace and livejournal, just so everybody has a chance to hear this. Allow me to give some back story for those who have not kept up ( Read more... )

Me in a nutshell.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56% Stability |||||||||| 36% Orderliness |||||| 30% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Mystical |||||| 23% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious || 10% Hedonism ( Read more... )

So yeah, Here I am again, why do I update this crap? I think I have some kind of primitive need to bitch. Yeah so I am broke (and in debt!) as ever,hungry,cold and lonely in life. And I am at my parents and they have dial-up. Rock out ( Read more... )

Howdy, I'm alive.

I would bet you don't give a shit though.

hello people. Uhh yeah, so for some odd reason I am feeling quite uneasy today. I feel like their is nothing to calm my mind. You see it just feels like there is nothing I can do to change my life. I damn near had a panic attack earlier for several reasons I don't like to talk about. My heart is racing just thinking about it. Anyway, Yeah the ( Read more... )

Oh crap, it isn't midnight and imma 'bout to pass the fuck out. Today was nuts I was all over place. I woke up drunk on emily's couch without a blanket because I passed the fuck out. She had to go to work and I drank more beers and talked to Spike and Cat for like an hour ( Read more... )

Who gives a fuck? I don't have much to say except for everytime I try to make a good update I throw it out. Maybe tomorrow I will use my full ass to make an attempt. Don't press your luck though.