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Well I started my new job on Monday. So far so good. I mean the kids are great, the lead lady is a little up tight. But basically I just play with the kids, keep them in line, and help with homework. I hope it's not the same thing everyday... But even after two days I already know it is not something I could do for my life. Not enough real mental stimulation. But the bad thing is that they are making me feel like I chose this as a career. Now that they have three teachers, they can up the kid count to 45. And I am still searching for a job that could lead to something that I really want to do. I already feel that I am stuck and that I would be letting them down a lot if I leave. Grr.
I have started to read "A New Earth", the book that Oprah is promoting right now. It is actually really good and puts a lot of things into perspective. It's all about the Ego and what it does to people. Humans are the most selfish beings on the earth and it really helps me learn that my ego is not really who I am. It's a bit of a relief.
Well going to go eat. I will reflect more later.
Laters.
I have started to read "A New Earth", the book that Oprah is promoting right now. It is actually really good and puts a lot of things into perspective. It's all about the Ego and what it does to people. Humans are the most selfish beings on the earth and it really helps me learn that my ego is not really who I am. It's a bit of a relief.
Well going to go eat. I will reflect more later.
Laters.