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Today I officially started looking into going back to school. I found a program that teaches you to be able to teach others about how to be sustainable. Jess, you would be proud of me. Where are you anyway?
Yeah it's just that this job is turning my brain to mush. I play with little kids all day and tell them too not be so unruly. I need something that makes me think. And I have for the most part wanted to go back to school. I just yearn for something to work towards. I feel so worthless all the time.
I want to make a difference in the world, and I know a lot of people say that but I really do mean that.
Also, I read all the profiles on the people that are in that grad program now and they are all very outdoorsy. I never have been, does that mean I shouldn't do this major?...
I want to teach people about what they are doing to the earth, especially just in their daily life. I try, but I think it always comes out snobby or something because they get all defensive, (my family).
I don't know, I think I am just mostly searching for something to make feel like I am accomplishing something. I really want to go back to school, it's just figuring out what in...
Until later...
Yeah it's just that this job is turning my brain to mush. I play with little kids all day and tell them too not be so unruly. I need something that makes me think. And I have for the most part wanted to go back to school. I just yearn for something to work towards. I feel so worthless all the time.
I want to make a difference in the world, and I know a lot of people say that but I really do mean that.
Also, I read all the profiles on the people that are in that grad program now and they are all very outdoorsy. I never have been, does that mean I shouldn't do this major?...
I want to teach people about what they are doing to the earth, especially just in their daily life. I try, but I think it always comes out snobby or something because they get all defensive, (my family).
I don't know, I think I am just mostly searching for something to make feel like I am accomplishing something. I really want to go back to school, it's just figuring out what in...
Until later...