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I finally have a job. It's with the YMCA and I will be playing with kids at an elementary school. I am so happy. It's only part time though, so I might have to find another job. I think I am going to start mentoring soon too. Even though it's completely on the other side of town from the job. My whole check is going to go to gas...
Last night James was drunk and started talking about how he can't wait for me to move in with him and that he wants to marry me. I am not ready. I don't know if he is the one yet. If he asks I will say no. I have told him that, and he knows that. But I am afraid he is going to ask. Shit I am only 24 for goodness sake. I don't know why he is in such a hurry. I don't want to feel pressured or feel like my life is being run for me.
Laters.
Last night James was drunk and started talking about how he can't wait for me to move in with him and that he wants to marry me. I am not ready. I don't know if he is the one yet. If he asks I will say no. I have told him that, and he knows that. But I am afraid he is going to ask. Shit I am only 24 for goodness sake. I don't know why he is in such a hurry. I don't want to feel pressured or feel like my life is being run for me.
Laters.