i wish

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* i wish i had a job

* i wish i had a proper boyfriend

* i wish i had strength to drop the one i have

* i wish i had an apartment

* i wish i would have gone to college

* i wish i would have made something of myself, and not have to be embarassed at family gatherings

* i wish i was able to go up north for Christmas holiday

* i wish i was able to pay my own way

* i wish i could see my friends again

* i wish i had enough money for groceries

* i wish i had a family that understands and doesn't question

* i wish i had gone to summer camp when i was younger

* i wish i could have been a camp counselor when i was a little older

* i wish i liked shellfish

* i wish i was more adventurous still

* i wish i had more willpower

* i wish i hadn't been born sick

* i wish i was normal