Aug 17, 2008 18:06
friday was good. i love parties at my friend rosie's house, because a) it's a wicked house and b) we're always well provided for. her mum bought a ton of food and drinks, and i swear most people spent the entire evening in the kitchen. it was the first time in ages that i'd seen some people, who have been going on holiday after holidays. the only dampener is the fact that it never stops crossing my mind that each time could, possibly, be the last time i see some of these people. we're all heading off to different corners of the country, and thought there are some i know i will definitely keep in touch with, visit etc, there are others that i barely talk to now, and so god knows if we'll ever talk again. it really makes me realise that the end of a very significant part of my life is approaching, and so i'm desperate to spend as much time with my friends as possible now
in other news, two of my friends (antony and lainie) are back together for a 3rd time. the first time they were together, the break-up wrecked antony. the second time i just got really mad because i knew it wouldn't last and he'd be upset all over again. this time i've just given up. he's staying here in september, whilst she's off to leeds so they know that there is no future, but i guess if they want a few weeks of happiness, who am i to stop them. i really just hope i'm not left picking up any pieces, because they both mean so much to me...