Iowa and the madness that is my family...
Finally, a safe haven! How wonderful it is to know a computer again! I hate being out here when everyone else is out here. My cousins are such pains in my ass. Well, not all of them. Just Brad and Brian. They act like they're nine.... which would be okay if they weren't nineteen and twenty one. Jesus. You'd think that they hadn't grown up. I feel so out of place. I don't act like my cousins and I'm not an adult. Plus, I don't have Kevin here. All of my cousins bring their girlfriends and so I feel out of place when my boyfriend is back home and I have no one to cuddle with. It's crazy. I really wish I could have brought Kevin. That would have been really nice. =D Even if we didn't get to sleep in the same bed (which is a practice of my cousins and their girlfriends when we're out here...), at least I'd have someone to talk to. I finally just retreated to my aunt's office which comes readily equipped with a cable modem. (Thank God!)
Anyway, on to other things.
I drove half of the way out here. It sort of freaked me out though because I drove the second half which consists of a bunch of winding roads... not fun when it's night and you don't know the roads. My dad and I talked a bit while I was driving... That was pretty cool. At least we're on somewhat good terms. The past two days have been really awkward for me. =\ I don't know what came over me when I was telling him everything that I was upset about. Normally I just push it from my mind and let it go. I guess it spilled out because I was saying it to Stephanie just before we got into that fight. Who knows? Hopefully things will turn out.
I want to kill my physics bridge. It is such a pain in my ass. It completely aggravates me. It is not even worthy my time. There's no way in hell I'm going to get an A on it... And an A is the only thing that will do me any good. I need a 400:1 weight ratio in order to do that and that's practically impossible. My miniscule little bridge would need to hold 8 kg (or about 18 lbs) in order to do that!!!!
Jesus, my cousin and his girlfriend are fighting/arguing. It wouldn't be so bad, but a.) I'm irritate from my cousins earlier and b.) my cousin's girlfriend whines all of the time (it's not possible for her to talk... she can only whine...)
I hate being so negative... but I'm just aggravated. These people don't put me in a good mood and I could be doing so many different--better--things right now. Well, I should get to bed... Good night.
Anyway, on to other things.
I drove half of the way out here. It sort of freaked me out though because I drove the second half which consists of a bunch of winding roads... not fun when it's night and you don't know the roads. My dad and I talked a bit while I was driving... That was pretty cool. At least we're on somewhat good terms. The past two days have been really awkward for me. =\ I don't know what came over me when I was telling him everything that I was upset about. Normally I just push it from my mind and let it go. I guess it spilled out because I was saying it to Stephanie just before we got into that fight. Who knows? Hopefully things will turn out.
I want to kill my physics bridge. It is such a pain in my ass. It completely aggravates me. It is not even worthy my time. There's no way in hell I'm going to get an A on it... And an A is the only thing that will do me any good. I need a 400:1 weight ratio in order to do that and that's practically impossible. My miniscule little bridge would need to hold 8 kg (or about 18 lbs) in order to do that!!!!
Jesus, my cousin and his girlfriend are fighting/arguing. It wouldn't be so bad, but a.) I'm irritate from my cousins earlier and b.) my cousin's girlfriend whines all of the time (it's not possible for her to talk... she can only whine...)
I hate being so negative... but I'm just aggravated. These people don't put me in a good mood and I could be doing so many different--better--things right now. Well, I should get to bed... Good night.