What an absolutely atrocious way to begin a year...

[rainingtulips]

Well yesterday was absolutely horrendous. I feel like a little girl right now. All I want to do is sleep and cuddle. My parents were nagging at me about my homework and I got fed up with them and yelled at them. The whole thing excalated into an excrutiatingly loud screaming match. And finally I yelled at my dad "I don't care! You're never home--you don't know the first thing about me!" So as you can imagine that went over charmingly well. Then my dad freaked out and grounded me from everything under the sun... and then we all calmed down and discussed. Now my dad is hurt/pissed at me and everything is tense. To top it all off I have to build this fucking bridge for physics. For Christ's sake, I just want to fail that goddamned class and not have to deal with it. I already have enough fucking science classes already. Jesus Christ. I hate it. I HATE it. I HATE IT!!!! And the best part is I'm getting sick. I was getting a cold slowly at first, but now this stress is making me physically ill. This is just peachy.

Sorry for such a disgusting rant. I sound like I'm 5. I'll get over it in a minute. But right now I have to go to work and I'd rather not. Why can't I have like ten seconds of rest? Please??? Pretty please...