Sweet Tooth
Cake, Icecream, cherries, chocolate. Oh my!
That's pretty much all I want this very second.
I'm pretty tired. So tired, I am willing to sleep for days on end, and I don't want to move at all! I've been having Braxton Hicks already, and they have been happening all throughout the day and yesterday. Also, just to give TMI, my entire vagina hurts... I don't know if that is part of Braxton Hicks, but that is what's happening. I don't think I should be having them at 22.5weeks, but so be it. The consulting nurse, the nurse at the school, and the women I have talked to said that what I'm am feeling is a close description to the contractions. :( They hurt...
I have a really big fear of premature birth, because my Grandma had her kids a couple weeks early each. My mom had both me and Eric early. I don't smoke though, and they did, that is why I thought that they had early births. I'm kind of concerned. This isn't just a couple weeks, so I think it is just the stretching, and whatnot of my uterus. Not to mention I am on my feel ALL the time, walking a lot, and that could influence pains too, right?
Anyway, Aydin Alexandar is really active lately. He used to be very calm, and now he is awake all day, which means I may have a baby that sleeps at least most of the night... (I hope!!) But he's been moving about, kicking, and being noticable lately, which is really fun. I don't think he is too hyper though, because none of his movements are spaztic, or too quick. Just kicks, and strokes and whatnot. It feels so cool. I wish that I could figure out how to explain the feeling so that I could write it in my pregnancy journal, so as not to forget it.
I have to retake a math test, and then I will be completely done with math!!! Yay. Um, I don't think I am failing any of my classes anymore. I know I am passing 2nd, 3rd, and 4th, not sure about 5th and 6th, but I really think I am passing those two as well. And of course 1st (math) I will be passing tomorrow when I retake the test. So tomorrow is my LAST day. I'm so happy about that. Thursday I get to sleep in, relax, start making plans to go to the beach, lake, camping, bbq's summer stuff!! No parties and drinking for me this summer... Which is going to be weird, but I am happy about that, it is a really good change. :)
I haven't really been feeling in the mood to hang out with anyone. I almost feel like I don't have the mental capcity to entertain, or enjoy other peoples company. Too tired, too irritable, too... I don't know. Too uninterested. I think I have been out of the swing of being social for a while now, that I don't feel that I can "handle" being social. I'm almost too happy sitting at my house alone... Although I miss my honey. :( Anyway, I still love all of you.
A friend and I are going to celebrate our babies with a sort of "prebirthday" party this summer. I'm so excited. I have a feeling that it may be the first time I see her in person. She is Brandons friend from school, and I have only talked to her on the phone. So far I really like her. Hopefully the things that she needs and wants will fall into place, especially the job, which will help a lot of other things work out. Anyway, My point is I am so excited to be able to make plans this summer, and get involved with other moms and moms to be...
Ps... I've had the song tainted love playing in my head ALL DAY LONG!!! ALL DAY... did I mention I can NOT get it out of my head.
Anywho, I'm gonna go eat icecream and watch TV.
I cleaned yesterday, so now I can enjoy my house!
That's pretty much all I want this very second.
I'm pretty tired. So tired, I am willing to sleep for days on end, and I don't want to move at all! I've been having Braxton Hicks already, and they have been happening all throughout the day and yesterday. Also, just to give TMI, my entire vagina hurts... I don't know if that is part of Braxton Hicks, but that is what's happening. I don't think I should be having them at 22.5weeks, but so be it. The consulting nurse, the nurse at the school, and the women I have talked to said that what I'm am feeling is a close description to the contractions. :( They hurt...
I have a really big fear of premature birth, because my Grandma had her kids a couple weeks early each. My mom had both me and Eric early. I don't smoke though, and they did, that is why I thought that they had early births. I'm kind of concerned. This isn't just a couple weeks, so I think it is just the stretching, and whatnot of my uterus. Not to mention I am on my feel ALL the time, walking a lot, and that could influence pains too, right?
Anyway, Aydin Alexandar is really active lately. He used to be very calm, and now he is awake all day, which means I may have a baby that sleeps at least most of the night... (I hope!!) But he's been moving about, kicking, and being noticable lately, which is really fun. I don't think he is too hyper though, because none of his movements are spaztic, or too quick. Just kicks, and strokes and whatnot. It feels so cool. I wish that I could figure out how to explain the feeling so that I could write it in my pregnancy journal, so as not to forget it.
I have to retake a math test, and then I will be completely done with math!!! Yay. Um, I don't think I am failing any of my classes anymore. I know I am passing 2nd, 3rd, and 4th, not sure about 5th and 6th, but I really think I am passing those two as well. And of course 1st (math) I will be passing tomorrow when I retake the test. So tomorrow is my LAST day. I'm so happy about that. Thursday I get to sleep in, relax, start making plans to go to the beach, lake, camping, bbq's summer stuff!! No parties and drinking for me this summer... Which is going to be weird, but I am happy about that, it is a really good change. :)
I haven't really been feeling in the mood to hang out with anyone. I almost feel like I don't have the mental capcity to entertain, or enjoy other peoples company. Too tired, too irritable, too... I don't know. Too uninterested. I think I have been out of the swing of being social for a while now, that I don't feel that I can "handle" being social. I'm almost too happy sitting at my house alone... Although I miss my honey. :( Anyway, I still love all of you.
A friend and I are going to celebrate our babies with a sort of "prebirthday" party this summer. I'm so excited. I have a feeling that it may be the first time I see her in person. She is Brandons friend from school, and I have only talked to her on the phone. So far I really like her. Hopefully the things that she needs and wants will fall into place, especially the job, which will help a lot of other things work out. Anyway, My point is I am so excited to be able to make plans this summer, and get involved with other moms and moms to be...
Ps... I've had the song tainted love playing in my head ALL DAY LONG!!! ALL DAY... did I mention I can NOT get it out of my head.
Anywho, I'm gonna go eat icecream and watch TV.
I cleaned yesterday, so now I can enjoy my house!