Lots of good!
So there's been a lot of good things so I will start with those. :) Brandon and I are doing good. I'm really happy with him, and even with my mood swings my love for him doesn't dwindle. That's really good because there was a time in our relationship where I didn't know what I wanted, how I felt about him, and the relationship. He's such a good guy, and he deserves more trust then what I have given him. Although, I do have my reasons, he's walked his walked for a long time now, and I think it is time for me to just give him a break. He doesn't deceive me, and I am done feeling that way. All my confused, untrusting feelings do, is make my heart ache for no good reason, and each of us frusterated and on edge. I'm done with my attitude. Anyway, there is one of the biggest things!!! I'm excited to give Brandon something that I know he deserves and I know I owe.
Baby is being much more active lately. It's nice to know he isn't a lazy butt. He is moving, swishing, dancing, kicking, poking. He's calm, but active if that makes any sense. That's nice, because I always get worried that he isn't alive when he doesn't move, but now I say, "Oh he is sleeping"
My aunt brought over tons of baby clothes, and supplies. I got laughed at by everyone because I have no clue what most of the supplies are used for. It was very nice of her. I'm pretty hurt that she didn't buy the, "I love Daddy!" bowl that she my mom put in her cart when they were shopping. She doesn't think Brandon is involved in this. It irritates me. My mom accepts and likes Brandon. She realizes he working so hard to make enough money for us, and he supports me emotionally, and in everything. Anyway, My aunt is kind and supportive, but the way she is ignoring the fact that Brandon is a GREAT man.
Monday and Tuesday are half days. Then I am FREE.
Anyway, My best friend Sean is drunk, and he wants to walk to happy teriyaki, so we are going out on a date.
Love Julie
Baby is being much more active lately. It's nice to know he isn't a lazy butt. He is moving, swishing, dancing, kicking, poking. He's calm, but active if that makes any sense. That's nice, because I always get worried that he isn't alive when he doesn't move, but now I say, "Oh he is sleeping"
My aunt brought over tons of baby clothes, and supplies. I got laughed at by everyone because I have no clue what most of the supplies are used for. It was very nice of her. I'm pretty hurt that she didn't buy the, "I love Daddy!" bowl that she my mom put in her cart when they were shopping. She doesn't think Brandon is involved in this. It irritates me. My mom accepts and likes Brandon. She realizes he working so hard to make enough money for us, and he supports me emotionally, and in everything. Anyway, My aunt is kind and supportive, but the way she is ignoring the fact that Brandon is a GREAT man.
Monday and Tuesday are half days. Then I am FREE.
Anyway, My best friend Sean is drunk, and he wants to walk to happy teriyaki, so we are going out on a date.
Love Julie