Jun 17, 2006 11:29
I may sound like a total baby, but I can't handle these moods. I feel like I have no control over anything. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, for a really long time. Similar to what I did yesterday at the mall. I cried, I cried over 27 dollars that we spent on lip rings. I cried over everything, and nothing. Today the feeling lingers, I just want to cry for a long time, and I hate crying. I can't stand it.
Aydin is really active, he was kicking (I think it was kicking, but it could have been punching) me this morning, in the side. I kicked down by my right hip, and simulataneously hit up on my left side. He's stretching.
More later, mom is here we are going out.