Nov 10, 2004 13:36
johnna and fireside last night.
they like to play games with each other.
i love when she tells me stories.
we both get to laugh and
forget that everything is not okay.
lecture from the dad last night.
cried for no reason except that i do.
and he kept on lecturing.
he will never learn to have emotion.
mom is better.
still feeling bad,
but not so much.
aunt mill died last night.
74. from smoking.
walter and i are still together.
i dont know if i really want to be with him or if its because i dont like letting anything or anyone go.
tim. i feel digusting.
and we're just friends, my decision.
and thats all i want.
be happy, right?
i get paid tomorrow.
that does brighten my spirits.