i should've kept my mouth shut
walter and i had some hard core fucking sex last night.
and i'm not so depressed anymore.
and i think we are breaking up.
we both feel like its a friendship more than anything now.
it would be a relief to both of us.
5 months. what a loser.
i never last.
but hes into me like i was into johnna,
and he needs time to think about it,
even though he agrees with me.
so i will let him take his time.
and i dont know how i feel about it.
i dont feel anything for anything right now.
i hardly know whats going on.
fireside tonight with aunt linda, dawn, and cyndi.
so i can pretend i still know these people.
and i'm not so depressed anymore.
and i think we are breaking up.
we both feel like its a friendship more than anything now.
it would be a relief to both of us.
5 months. what a loser.
i never last.
but hes into me like i was into johnna,
and he needs time to think about it,
even though he agrees with me.
so i will let him take his time.
and i dont know how i feel about it.
i dont feel anything for anything right now.
i hardly know whats going on.
fireside tonight with aunt linda, dawn, and cyndi.
so i can pretend i still know these people.