*big heaving sigh*

i still cant find my ring. i even looked through the garbage bins... 2nd day.. and still no sign.

i keep telling myself. "its okay. it'd show up"

but the thing is .. what if it doesnt? then wat?

oh im just the most responsible person in the world. I barely had that ring for half a year?

i'm so used to it on my finger.. now it feels ( Read more... )

i'm feeling... all these feelings at once. I'm terrified, yet at the same time almost excited. I'm sad, yet i can feel like jumping for joy.

it's so annoying. My brain cant seem to decide on ONE emotion to stick to.

for once in a very long time.. i don't know what i want. I've been holding on for so many months cuz i was sure i wanted it. I know i ( Read more... )