May 19, 2018 08:23
I am tired. I am always tired these days, it seems like I can never get enough sleep and today is no diffrent. There are days I don't even want to get out of bed, wishing we had the money to hire someone to help with the caregiving. But we are all broke so that's not going to happen. I pray daily to try and keep a good attitude and to be lead by the Holy Spirit of God. He is my rock and my salvation.
My dayily rutine consists of waking up, spending time with God (some mornings I don't even have that time) posting ads and then starting with my mom. I check her vitals, give her a bath, make her breakfast, wash the dishes, and if it's just me I also do the room, make the bed, laundry, clean everything up, take out the trash, vacume. We run this place like it was a hosptial, which is to cut back on germs and possiblity of sickness. Then there's lunch and then dinner. I usually have have some time to my self in the afternoons unless she's really restless, during that time I get the spot promotion done, work on ads, delete ads, make new ads, work on text for the ads. And during the evenings, I normally get out for a few hours. Drive down to the Harlingen Soccar Complex and just sit, talk to Jesus, listen to music, whatever, just to try and de-stress from the day.
I am blessed by a full weekend of fishermen and women. I do have Sunday still open for rent, just in case there's anyone out there reading this, come on out and fish.
Time to get this day going. I'm solo today, so got to start with breakfast. Thank God I can go to church tommrow and try and renew and be refreshed. Till next time. God bless.
ps: if you all think of it, keep me in your prayers. This has been the most challenging journey of my life dealing with this, and not only the caregiving asspect, just other elements that make my life a challenge.