May 04, 2008 22:46
Geez... Im so back and forth. First of all I pretty much completely agree with my last entry. Matt was/is the love of my life, as of right now I dont see me finding anyone better then him. So what do you do with that? You settle, you settle with the fact that you've lost the love of your life and take whatever is next best. Which is Dave. I have been so back and forth with him, some days I cant stand him others I adore him. We moved in together which I still dont think was a good idea. But it is what it is. I had to go somewhere and couldnt go anywhere without him or some form of help. Our apartment is beautiful, I really like it, on the inside at least, outside is a little ghetto lol.
Other then that, thats pretty much it no new events or exciting happenings. Just hanging in there and settling for whatever I get.