Get over it
It's been 6 months and I've sworn up and down that I'm over him. It's a weird situation. B/c I can honestly say I'm not inlove with him, I don't love him but I'm just not over him. And it pretty much drives me crazy b/c it's been 6 months I want to be over him. My sister said it's going to take time b/c we were together for so long. I've gone through so many different stages of the break up. I still wish that the haitin from heroes was real and could come and erase all my memories. But now it's as if I'm searching for him. I mean I'm always worried about seeing him at the store or on the road, but I keep checking my myspace to see if he's messaged me or texts or calls. So stupid b/c I know he won't. And I don't even really want him too.
But it's like what I told one of my stylists... what hurts is that I still get sad I still think about all the memories. I'm still so affected by the hurt. So to know or think that he isn't, that he doesn't miss me, he's not sad that he isn't with me, makes me sad. But I called it and I knew it.
I just can't wait for the day to come that I don't think about him...
P.s. I sound sooo pathetic.
But it's like what I told one of my stylists... what hurts is that I still get sad I still think about all the memories. I'm still so affected by the hurt. So to know or think that he isn't, that he doesn't miss me, he's not sad that he isn't with me, makes me sad. But I called it and I knew it.
I just can't wait for the day to come that I don't think about him...
P.s. I sound sooo pathetic.