Feb 05, 2008 19:38
No matter if your being dumped or being the dumper break ups suck.
Me and Dave broke up, my diecison. I cried the whole way through. Mostly b/c of everything he was saying. The usual: I'll always love you, we'll still be friends blah blah blah. And it killed me b/c that's the same bull shit that I get fed every break up. I think me and Dave are really good friends but I don't think he could really be my friend after this. I would hope so but I doubt it.
I think one of the wrost parts too is the friends... now I have to deal with the friends hating me and treating me like crap. I really like some of his friends and it's going to suck if they end up hating me.
I was fine all last week, I decided I wanted to be alone. And then when I saw Dave I was so sad and now I feel so lonely and almost incomplete. Like if I'm not in a realtionship I'm not complete which is not good. It's weird I don't think that at al, but I feel that way a little bit. I really need to work on me...
Just another failed realtionship...