so... yeah. i hate this. this whole feeling. and just... everything. i mean, i love kevin. i LOVE him. love him. but then... there's matt. and just... he's matt. i mean, there's just no other way to explain it. and, i just feel so dishonest to kevin now. i mean, i haven't done anything, but like, we started talking? and now i'm getting that feeling ( Read more... )