~~OMG I HATE MYSELF 4 WHAT I DID~~
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
<3 always Feather - Heather
ps.. i have been reading over my journal entries from like 6 months ago. and i really am a BITCH!!. i deserve everything that he is putting me through.. i deserve it with everything. i was soo mean to him when we put things on hold in March. i hate myself for everything that i did to him.. how could i be soo mean.
- i left him in a park bc i didn't want to fight
- i called him and pranked him that i was hooking up with another guy.wtf
- i didn't go to prom with him
- i just broke up with him (march)
- i ingored him and was mean when he called or didn't answer
- I WAS JUST A BITCH ALL TOGETHER
OMG i was soo mean.. how could i do this to him.... i really hate myself now.... i now realize why this is happening to me.
i had the best thing in the world and i ruined it and he is right things weren't the same since we got back together in june.. i just tried in forget what happened and tried to make him happy.. i can't believe the things that i did to him.. now i no why he doesn't want to be with me.. i'm a horibble person.. i didn't care that the time how i treated him. i don't no what got into me... i want to just die for how i treated him... i hate my life rite now.. mostly bc of what i did to him.. i just wish that i could make it up to him.. but he is rite he is doing to me what i did to him...
babi i'm sooo sorry... that wasn't me in march that was someone else in my body.. i can't belive i did those things to you... and i did it like it was nothing.. i'm soo sorry...
<33 heather
pps. he has no right to forgive me for what i did... and if he never takes me back i fully understand now what i did wrong and how IT WAS my fault...
i will always love you babi and always be waiting