Sep 29, 2004 12:56
i miss kevin soo much.. it has been like 3 weeks now that we haven't been together.. i still wear his necklace everday. and i call him everday just to let him no that im thinking about him. sometimes he doesnt call me back and once and a while he does.. we hung out on sat nite and me and him and meg went to mc donalds and got something to eat and i dropped off meg and me and kevin came back to my house *no details needed.. u no what happened tho* well afterwards i cried soo much cause i miss us and he tells me that he doesn't think that we're gunna get back together bc we're both going in different directions... well i've changed i now realize what i did to him and i miss him soo much... i miss holding him at nite, and kissing him, and just smiling him all the time..i miss my baby.. and i have nothing now he tells me to move on and i don't want to and he thinks that i'm going to or i'm going to move on or something.. i don't.. i miss him tho and i can't stop saying that.... i've had a bad few days and i don't no what to do... i dont wanna say what happened.. i just got into a big fite with my dad and for no reason.... grrrr....
i love you baby 12.22.02 <- will always be the best day of my life
<3 heather