Overs
Well, that didn't last very long, did it? A 1 month relationship is a new record for me. FUCK.
I'm pretty angry right now, but I'll try to be fair about this. Basically, after being pressed, Andy confessed to me two nights ago that he feels I'm not hot enough for him, but he wasn't sure if it was a deal-breaking issue yet. I still wanted to try to make it work because physical attraction actually isn't that important to me. Tonight he presented a few scenarios, the most optimistic of which involved going back to square one and dating, without sleeping together, while he figures out whether he can get past my unhottness. I can't quite put together what the other scenarios were other than calling it quits... Physical contact seemed to be totally off the table in any scenario.
Nope. I'm sorry, but you can go piss up a flag pole. If it's really that big of an obstacle I'm not going to wait around twiddling my thumbs and batting my eyelashes at you while you decide whether you want to touch me or not. FUCK RIGHT OFF.
He doesn't ask for much, does he? Put my pregnancy plans on hold, and then wait around for him to decide if he can get over my unattractiveness? Bob Dylan said it better than I ever could:
I ain't sayin' you treated me unkind
You could have done better but I don't mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don't think twice, it's all right
Well, it was a nice fantasy while it lasted, but I guess I can go back to the puddingclub. It doesn't feel right posting such an angry, negative post there, though. I think I need to take the weekend and process this crushing disappointment.
I'm pretty angry right now, but I'll try to be fair about this. Basically, after being pressed, Andy confessed to me two nights ago that he feels I'm not hot enough for him, but he wasn't sure if it was a deal-breaking issue yet. I still wanted to try to make it work because physical attraction actually isn't that important to me. Tonight he presented a few scenarios, the most optimistic of which involved going back to square one and dating, without sleeping together, while he figures out whether he can get past my unhottness. I can't quite put together what the other scenarios were other than calling it quits... Physical contact seemed to be totally off the table in any scenario.
Nope. I'm sorry, but you can go piss up a flag pole. If it's really that big of an obstacle I'm not going to wait around twiddling my thumbs and batting my eyelashes at you while you decide whether you want to touch me or not. FUCK RIGHT OFF.
He doesn't ask for much, does he? Put my pregnancy plans on hold, and then wait around for him to decide if he can get over my unattractiveness? Bob Dylan said it better than I ever could:
I ain't sayin' you treated me unkind
You could have done better but I don't mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don't think twice, it's all right
Well, it was a nice fantasy while it lasted, but I guess I can go back to the puddingclub. It doesn't feel right posting such an angry, negative post there, though. I think I need to take the weekend and process this crushing disappointment.