i can't take the distance

[raazoo]

sitting at starbucks with one of my dearest friends, doing our own thing and feeling completely comfortable with each other. lovin' days like this :) i crave a toffee nut latte with some yummy soy banana muffins but i guess that will just have to wait till another day. starbucks is playing the weirdest list of songs, ranging from the incredibly emo to super cheesy christmas ones. it makes me feel introspective because we're all growing up so fast and in some ways, we aren't growing up at all. we keep making the same mistakes that we made 5 years ago. we still can't make tough decisions. we are slaves to instant gratification over and over again, and that needs to change.

the rain echoes my thoughts. hopefully, when the storm is over, everything is cleansed and renewed, and we can all have a fresh start.