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so. prepare yourself for an emo post. If you don't wanna hear me bitching, then i suggest you stop reading.
My gramma is in the hospital.
she is proly not going to make it.
this makes me both sad, because she is my gramma, and full of self hate for being such a lame granddaughter.
I dont think there is anything i can do to make up for it now. She had a hard life, and was a hard person to deal with because of it. But i wish i had just ONE goood memory of her.
i love her. and i suck. Im going to be at home slash at chandler regional for awhile, so im not going to be around. I have my phone, but I dont think im very good company right now anyways.
I don't really want your pity, cause that will all around make me feel worse and i already can't control my emotions and burst into tears in the most inconvineint of times (i.e. class, driving, reading, doing homework, eating, trying to be strong for my mom).
I just wanted to let you know.
My gramma is in the hospital.
she is proly not going to make it.
this makes me both sad, because she is my gramma, and full of self hate for being such a lame granddaughter.
I dont think there is anything i can do to make up for it now. She had a hard life, and was a hard person to deal with because of it. But i wish i had just ONE goood memory of her.
i love her. and i suck. Im going to be at home slash at chandler regional for awhile, so im not going to be around. I have my phone, but I dont think im very good company right now anyways.
I don't really want your pity, cause that will all around make me feel worse and i already can't control my emotions and burst into tears in the most inconvineint of times (i.e. class, driving, reading, doing homework, eating, trying to be strong for my mom).
I just wanted to let you know.