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It is insanely early in the morning, and I should be getting my work done. But I can't stop thinking about life, where I've gone, and where I go from here.
I'm pretty darn sure I don't want to be an engineer, I want to teach history. I don't care if I make less money, I want to take this energy I have in the subject and pass it on.
I also realize that I love writing music, and that its not my way of being sappy, but just another way to communicate. Sometimes I just want someone to hear what I'm thinking and really feel it. Same thing with poetry.
Right now, I want to drop everything I am doing and drive to some obscure town near Boston and stay there for the weekend. I'd do it too if the classes tommorow weren't so important towards me passing or failing. I'd also like to go with someone this time, to share the experience with.
All in all, life is getting better, I just gotta work out the problems that I have been actively ignoring for the past year or so. But for now, I am going to go and eat Ice cream, write my essays, and pass out.
Peace.
Oh and one more thing: I really love it when people do thoughtful things like say, I don't know , put my lyrics up as an away message. =P
I'm pretty darn sure I don't want to be an engineer, I want to teach history. I don't care if I make less money, I want to take this energy I have in the subject and pass it on.
I also realize that I love writing music, and that its not my way of being sappy, but just another way to communicate. Sometimes I just want someone to hear what I'm thinking and really feel it. Same thing with poetry.
Right now, I want to drop everything I am doing and drive to some obscure town near Boston and stay there for the weekend. I'd do it too if the classes tommorow weren't so important towards me passing or failing. I'd also like to go with someone this time, to share the experience with.
All in all, life is getting better, I just gotta work out the problems that I have been actively ignoring for the past year or so. But for now, I am going to go and eat Ice cream, write my essays, and pass out.
Peace.
Oh and one more thing: I really love it when people do thoughtful things like say, I don't know , put my lyrics up as an away message. =P