...dwell...

Feb 08, 2005 00:44

...recently i went up to buffalo to see my old roommates and my ex, K, to get away from things....just chill. It was great to see the guys again...diddy, cleo and tones. It was as if i never left my old apartment. I basically lived in a place with 3 best friends who looked after each other....like my friends here in bklyn. We hung out, got wasted, talked and had a blast....
...i didn't think i was going to see K cause she was sick but I did...she was better. I went to her new dorm room and we talked and it was different. We knew it would be but there was a tiny glimmer of what we were and a huge feeling of love that still was there. we said we wouldn't do anything but....well things happen....but what sticks out in my mind is just lying in bed with her in my arms and spooning her watching as she napped in my arms...I didn't think anything would affect me but it did and i wish i could have that again....

...when i went to see her, we hugged out in the cold...and we went into the elevator and automatically we held hands and stared at each other....she always asked me why do i look at her the way i did....i never really knew why but I think it's because i never want to forget a moment with her...any of it...i can tell you every part of her face and body because she fit me....we just fit....our relationship was just moment after moment of bliss and i'm afraid i can't get that anymore....or maybe i'm not letting myself...
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