...I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not...
Beautiful people...beautiful day...ugly mood...
so yesterday was a very eventful day...afterschool me,kathleen,kevin and tanya went to my house and hung around for alittle. Me, Kathleen and Tanya decided that it would be a great idea to skate to the corner store...haha...not a good idea at all. Kevin had to come and pick us up because we were lazy and such things. Umm went back to my house...had to drop Kevin off at his house around 6ish, came home and then went to Pizza Hut to meet up with Jeremy because he wants to buy my car, or trade cars or something along those lines...I don't know if I want to trade...I'm still deciding...went home...got online...got bitched at...did some bitching...
Now things are all fucked up...I didn't mean for it to go this way. But you know things don't work out as you wish they would. I thought that it would be a good thing...and I thought that you would understand...I mean it made sense in my head. What are we now? explain it to me? is it a break or a breakup? are we friends? do you still love me? I still love you, I always will...
Today me,Kathleen and Tanya are going to Barnes and Noble for a good old time...I'm going to finish my last unit in Economics and get my half credit tomorrow...we get out at 11:30 today...WOOP WOOP...
I did it again...lastnight...I think I need to get some help...
Rochester...7 days! here I come...I'm going to attack and rape all of you...damn skippy...muahahahhaaha
Nothing really left to say
Except that this has been a very weird day
Unwanted feelings swarming inside
Is this really a true goodbye?
Hurting, confused
Twisted, unused
Relieved in a way
I think this is good
good for me
and good for you
but there is nothing really anything left to say
except
later days...
so yesterday was a very eventful day...afterschool me,kathleen,kevin and tanya went to my house and hung around for alittle. Me, Kathleen and Tanya decided that it would be a great idea to skate to the corner store...haha...not a good idea at all. Kevin had to come and pick us up because we were lazy and such things. Umm went back to my house...had to drop Kevin off at his house around 6ish, came home and then went to Pizza Hut to meet up with Jeremy because he wants to buy my car, or trade cars or something along those lines...I don't know if I want to trade...I'm still deciding...went home...got online...got bitched at...did some bitching...
Now things are all fucked up...I didn't mean for it to go this way. But you know things don't work out as you wish they would. I thought that it would be a good thing...and I thought that you would understand...I mean it made sense in my head. What are we now? explain it to me? is it a break or a breakup? are we friends? do you still love me? I still love you, I always will...
Today me,Kathleen and Tanya are going to Barnes and Noble for a good old time...I'm going to finish my last unit in Economics and get my half credit tomorrow...we get out at 11:30 today...WOOP WOOP...
I did it again...lastnight...I think I need to get some help...
Rochester...7 days! here I come...I'm going to attack and rape all of you...damn skippy...muahahahhaaha
Nothing really left to say
Except that this has been a very weird day
Unwanted feelings swarming inside
Is this really a true goodbye?
Hurting, confused
Twisted, unused
Relieved in a way
I think this is good
good for me
and good for you
but there is nothing really anything left to say
except
later days...