Nov 15, 2004 11:02
4th period blows...except for the fact that I can get online and update. I try to update at home but my slowass, bitchass computer hates me and won't let me even get onto Livejournal let alone let me update. It seems to be only me though. Because Kathleen does it all that time at my house. Whatever. Anyways this weekend was okay...Friday I was about to commit suicide. AGH! It all started with the pizza. Damn Ce La Luna or whatever its called. They told me 45 minutes, and an hour and a half later still NO PIZZA! so I drove over there and picked it up. Then we(Kevin, Andy, Kathleen, Josh and Tougas) drove over to Greggs and picked him up.(Shope rode in the trunk, it must be a Josh thing)...We dropped them off at this persons house where i accidently ran over Shope's skateboard...Then my car wouldn't reverse, but whats new. Then we got lost had to turn around(where the car wouldn't reverse again)Finally made it back to US 1, met up with Nick and Thomas...drove to beachside for a party. Nick and Thomas had to leave because since noone knew them there everyone was getting sketched out...but they were to high to care anyways...Kevin and Andy hung around...I got depressed...and walked away. Kevin slept at Kathleens, I dropped Andy off at his sisters and Ash came to my house. We tried to pull an all nighter but that didn't work. We stayed up until like 6:45ish. At 5 we went on a run/walk/death...lol...if that makes sense. We hightailed our asses all the way to Kathleens, tried to see if anyone was up, got pussy and ran away.Got home and decided to watch The Truman Show. Next time however anyone says okay lets procrastinate and watch this movie then take a shower I'll be like NO! we are not watching a movie EVER!. because after about 20 minutes of it we both fell asleep and awoke to Kevin and Kathleen in my house. Saturday ummm hung out at my house, Kevin drove my car to pick up Andy, hung out at my house, went to beachside, Coffee Bean, Saw Bryan play, drank a smoothie, Kevin got called a freak by some drunk guy, went to Mcdonalds, hung out at my house. Kev and Kathleen left...Kevin slept at Kathleens again...Andy, Tougas and I watch Snatch...WHICH IS AWESOME!...had to watch it with subtitles though so I could understand Brad Pitt...classic...umm drove Andy to his sisters...passed the fuck out. Sunday went to Kevins...came home, slept. And now I'm at school. WOOP.
Next Tuesday I'm going to ROCHESTER! yay, yay, yay...I'm so excited. I really just want to see my sisters because I miss them and I want to help them and let them know that it will all be okay and that noone is going to hurt them like that again. Because if anyone does I will hunt them down and fucking murder their ass...wow...sorry I get alittle cenial talking about such things because Bruce really pisses me off and I am hoping and wishing that I see him when I go up there so I can tell him how much of a pieace of shit he is and how I hope he rots and dies upstate. But besides that I want to see my mama. I talked to Jeff last night and he said that he saw my mom and Emma the day that Emma got out of the hospital...He said that Emma looked good and that my mom looked stresssed out. I also really excited to see all my friends...I miss them so much. Its hard to keep in touch, but hey I get to talk to most of them. Shannon Hess I'm fucking coming for you so watch out.
I really need to start to get with it in school, because I need to graduate by January...or early Feb...then I've made the decision that I'm moving back...Not because of anything wrong down here...I just feel obligated to move back...for my family...plus I really, really, really miss it, and the people and everything about it. I know you guys probably dont' like Rochester, but leave it and then you'll want to go back.
I started my book...I'm hoping it goes through
12 advil...
1 glass of Gin...
Don't ask...lol...
I'm really happy for Kathleen...I think this will be great for you Kathleen and I'm glad that you're moving on and if you ask me I think it will work out...and trust me because I know all...lol
Fill this out...if you want...I took it from Melissa...
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
41. If you could change one thing about our relationship past present and future what would it be?
...Find out who you are and do it on purpose...
...I love you...
later days