Since I've developed an appreciation for deep and meaningful... stuff in stories and fiction, I realize that I want my own work to reflect that too... I'm thinking deep/meaningful as earnestness and sincerity, not as trying to prove a point in an argument but just as an honest expression of creativity that has some serious business underlying ( Read more... )

So geez I can't stop watching this show. It's starting to surprise me how naughty it really is, I can't believe the gratuitous fanservice sometimes! This one time John and Aeryn made out constantly for an entire episode. Chiana seduces and has sex with everybody she meets lol what a skank. Zhaan likes to meditate IN THE NUDE. Of course in between ( Read more... )

Guys, guys, omg. For the first time in my life, like EVER, I've been having serious drawing-arm pains. And I actually think it's from typing and mousing at work, not even from drawing :| I got some advice on how to massage the arm and a figurative slap-on-the-wrist for using my laptop IN MY LAP- apparently that's a big nono but um, I don't have a ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a lot more optimistic about things today. I like being positive! I just wish it wasn't so hard for me. I feel I can only be positive when things are going okay.

...Ohmygod I can't believe there's an LJ comm full of self-hating black people called oreos AHAHAHAohgod. Ohman. HEH. I guess the extent of my opinion on that is if you can't find ( Read more... )

This post is made possible because of sir_francesco. :D Thanks to him I now have a 1GB memory usb stick and so I am able to upload STUFF just for you guys omgyey!

COSTUME REFERENCE [105mb ( Read more... )

I'm doodling and it looks like shit! I'm so crabby. I HATE being art-rusty but to be honest I think my sketches and doodles look shitshitshittyshittastc 98% of the time. It's a wonder I ever get past the sketch stage when my sketches make me want to quit art. >:O ( Read more... )

Discworld on the brain.

( cut for people who don't read 9__9 )

haha since I haven't really used this icon yet. Awww poor little abused Robin.

I should be in bed! but I had the chance to mooch on mom's laptop so I'm milking it. And finding myself... unenthused. That's a word, right? I'm not sure since my vocabulary is only allowed to consist of: cool, totally, awesome, stuff, and things. The end result is meh ( Read more... )

aysha: does this make sense
nick: For me it does.
nick: One is tonal.
nick: two is colour.
nick: Three is subsurface scattering/lighting effect.
aysha: lol!
nick: One three is tonal with subsurface.
nick: one two is colour value
nick: and the last one is final.
nick: Yessir.
aysha: U R SMART
nick: I do have me a brain.

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Omg my art-ego took such a beating today!!

nivbed posted a dump of the concept art he did for neverwinter nights... he showed me that first picture a long time ago and to think I was blown away by that ajsfokaljsglkajsh. I seriously had to block it out of my brain because I felt my self-esteem crack into a thousand pieces and any thinking would have ( Read more... )