circular
Actually being quite calm right now. Think last night when I wrote all of that previous entry it had a cathartic effect. After writing it and sleep I'm a lot better really. But still needed to say it here too. Something that got me out of bed before Gentle Ben had left the house for work.
Anyway. Just read B's diary so here are some things.
Placebo thing must have upset me really badly because it is the only time I actually remember being so upset that I can still remember. In other words it must be pretty bad as I seem to have forgotten the rest.
It doesn't really matter if I told my sis some stuff or anyone else B, as they're never going to talk to you about it, or see you much if ever. I understand protecting people and I understand secrets. But not between friends, that's just the way *I* am.
I do understand why B needs space. The problem is yes it is selfish because I need there to be none. I can't cope being left in limbo on my own. I go nuts.
Glad you like my attitude to my body. Can't help it. Just can't care too much about it.
Anyway. Just read B's diary so here are some things.
Placebo thing must have upset me really badly because it is the only time I actually remember being so upset that I can still remember. In other words it must be pretty bad as I seem to have forgotten the rest.
It doesn't really matter if I told my sis some stuff or anyone else B, as they're never going to talk to you about it, or see you much if ever. I understand protecting people and I understand secrets. But not between friends, that's just the way *I* am.
I do understand why B needs space. The problem is yes it is selfish because I need there to be none. I can't cope being left in limbo on my own. I go nuts.
Glad you like my attitude to my body. Can't help it. Just can't care too much about it.