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[queery]

So the week that shall decide my fate has arrived and I feel worse than I have ever felt before. The pain inside keeps growing and on top of it all I don't want to go back to my apartment and I don't want to go anywhere else. Everywhere I go I feel like I don't belong or don't want to be there. It is so hard because I can't escape. I am stuck and

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[flagchik]

please, PLEASE see someone about how youre feeling. one of my good friends tried to kill herself last wednesday night, and being with her in the hospital for 9 hours while she sobbed about how she didnt want to live was absolutely heart breaking. she has been in a psychiatric unit since thursday and she's already working on not feeling bad about her life.

its not going to be easy but you need to let someone help you, there are tons of people in this world who care about you and want you to be able to be happy.

[lawnmower0]

David

[jigokukitty]

I'm lost and scared and it's frickin' cold in here. I wish I could help you more than I can but all I can think to do is get drunk, write bad poetry and yell at myself for being in the exact same situation you are. What do we do? Double suicide? Thelma and Louise style killing spree? I don't know...

When are things going to get easier? Fuck me...am I being emo or what?