i just don't know
i don't know y but it just is. i don't know what just is but it is.
yeah only a person that truly knows me knows what i'm talking about.
we had kids birthday party tonight it was a blast.
dustin came and spent the night with me. i miss the turd so much. he can always make me laugh. his b'day is coming up soon. i just don't know what to get him . he wants and electronic scooter but i'm like um no way; he is hell on wheels right now without the damn things: could u imagine him if he actually had wheels (LOL). holy terror.
well life is just that for me. LIFE: work work work. i finish my last day of school this monday. then i have one class left b/4 i get my associates. iam excited. i sent my application to USM (Yeah i know they suck but hey! it's gonna be ok...........i hope) and got accepted into the criminal justice department. i am excited. i'm gonna work on my BA in that and my Major in forensics. and then my doctrine in the mortuary sciences. i hope all goes well.
i quit my job (burger king) friday. it was clash of attitudes. yeah i know i have a big one but so does my new boss and boy was he a fuckhead.....
i just didn't c me working there long before i actually had to pop him in his smart ass mouth. so i figured that it was the best to go ahead and quit. so now i'm looking for a new "part time" job.
my personal situation with hubby really isn't improving. it's just put on the back burner right now. i know that sounds bad but i've gotta think about myself right now if i wanna finish school within the next few years and be able to get good insurance for dustin and make sure he's taking care of if something happens to me. i've got a chance to go to work in the hospital in the lab...........i've got an interview wednesday the 18 of august. hopefully that will work out well. i will work there part time and i still get full benefits...........and so does my kid. that's what is so awesome about working in the medical field. even if you are part time you and your kids still get full benefits. the pay sucks but they make up for it in benefits.
i'm not really depresses i think just like i said b/4 is that everything is put on the back burner until i get where i need to be. it took the advice of a long distance sis to help me to realize that if i can't take care of me there will never be n e way that i can take care of dustin. thanks sis for making me see the truth.
well goodnight all
xoxoxoxox
yeah only a person that truly knows me knows what i'm talking about.
we had kids birthday party tonight it was a blast.
dustin came and spent the night with me. i miss the turd so much. he can always make me laugh. his b'day is coming up soon. i just don't know what to get him . he wants and electronic scooter but i'm like um no way; he is hell on wheels right now without the damn things: could u imagine him if he actually had wheels (LOL). holy terror.
well life is just that for me. LIFE: work work work. i finish my last day of school this monday. then i have one class left b/4 i get my associates. iam excited. i sent my application to USM (Yeah i know they suck but hey! it's gonna be ok...........i hope) and got accepted into the criminal justice department. i am excited. i'm gonna work on my BA in that and my Major in forensics. and then my doctrine in the mortuary sciences. i hope all goes well.
i quit my job (burger king) friday. it was clash of attitudes. yeah i know i have a big one but so does my new boss and boy was he a fuckhead.....
i just didn't c me working there long before i actually had to pop him in his smart ass mouth. so i figured that it was the best to go ahead and quit. so now i'm looking for a new "part time" job.
my personal situation with hubby really isn't improving. it's just put on the back burner right now. i know that sounds bad but i've gotta think about myself right now if i wanna finish school within the next few years and be able to get good insurance for dustin and make sure he's taking care of if something happens to me. i've got a chance to go to work in the hospital in the lab...........i've got an interview wednesday the 18 of august. hopefully that will work out well. i will work there part time and i still get full benefits...........and so does my kid. that's what is so awesome about working in the medical field. even if you are part time you and your kids still get full benefits. the pay sucks but they make up for it in benefits.
i'm not really depresses i think just like i said b/4 is that everything is put on the back burner until i get where i need to be. it took the advice of a long distance sis to help me to realize that if i can't take care of me there will never be n e way that i can take care of dustin. thanks sis for making me see the truth.
well goodnight all
xoxoxoxox