can we skip to the comfortable part?
Last night I made an OKCupid account while watching North & South--singularly most pathetic thing I've ever done? I don't know.
I kind of hate everything about online dating and I haven't even finished filling out the profile? Ugh I can't even bring myself to upload a picture of myself.
There are just. So many guys. And so many of them creep me out. And I'm not good at self-advertizing. And I think I'm coming at this from a bad frame of mind. I don't even know if I want to date. But I've never done it, so how do I know? Blech blech blech.
You know what's not great for meeting guys--not even guys, just PEOPLE: substitute teaching. Maybe I should make more of an effort to eat in the teacher's lounges but that just sounds like...a painfully awkward experience.
Okay, I'm not doing this for the right reasons. I won't delete the account but I'm not going to fill any more of it out until I'm in a better frame of mind.
Also the only pic I want to upload is one of me lifting a giant hammer with a gleeful crazy face. Which might give the ~wrong idea~
I kind of hate everything about online dating and I haven't even finished filling out the profile? Ugh I can't even bring myself to upload a picture of myself.
There are just. So many guys. And so many of them creep me out. And I'm not good at self-advertizing. And I think I'm coming at this from a bad frame of mind. I don't even know if I want to date. But I've never done it, so how do I know? Blech blech blech.
You know what's not great for meeting guys--not even guys, just PEOPLE: substitute teaching. Maybe I should make more of an effort to eat in the teacher's lounges but that just sounds like...a painfully awkward experience.
Okay, I'm not doing this for the right reasons. I won't delete the account but I'm not going to fill any more of it out until I'm in a better frame of mind.
Also the only pic I want to upload is one of me lifting a giant hammer with a gleeful crazy face. Which might give the ~wrong idea~