sorry this has been a...post
I hate job hunting so fucking much. Basically to the point where I would rather not look at all just to save myself the rejection. Hahahaha weeeelcome to the real world, self.
I know I can't keep doing fuck all. I need to email the bookstore people I interviewed with this summer and beg for scraps, which sucks on so many levels it hurts to think about. But they're the only people I interviewed with and thought, I could do this, I really want this job. So even picking up a shift here and there is better than nothing. If they'll even HAVE me.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Sorry this is pretty much trying to psych myself up for emailing them tomorrow.
(WHY HAS ITUNES PLAYED "FAST CAR" THREE TIMES IN A ROW IT'S ON SHUFFLE, DOES IT WANT ME TO BECOME A DISILLUSIONED CHECK-OUT GIRL WITH KIDS AND A DEADBEAT HUSBAND OR WHAT)
also it would be really great if a certain rl friend contacted me at times other than when she wants a favor but we can't expect miracles it ain't christmas yet
also also i may have been coerced invited to be 5th wheel at a midnight showing of The Hobbit. ...why.
I know I can't keep doing fuck all. I need to email the bookstore people I interviewed with this summer and beg for scraps, which sucks on so many levels it hurts to think about. But they're the only people I interviewed with and thought, I could do this, I really want this job. So even picking up a shift here and there is better than nothing. If they'll even HAVE me.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Sorry this is pretty much trying to psych myself up for emailing them tomorrow.
(WHY HAS ITUNES PLAYED "FAST CAR" THREE TIMES IN A ROW IT'S ON SHUFFLE, DOES IT WANT ME TO BECOME A DISILLUSIONED CHECK-OUT GIRL WITH KIDS AND A DEADBEAT HUSBAND OR WHAT)
also it would be really great if a certain rl friend contacted me at times other than when she wants a favor but we can't expect miracles it ain't christmas yet
also also i may have been coerced invited to be 5th wheel at a midnight showing of The Hobbit. ...why.