Just thinking about Ben, I think. Not that I want to go back because of him, but thinking about him makes me remember how I felt the times when I was at the weekend campout...or in big emotional supportive conversations with sister sanchinkas...or partying down at banquet
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Also, of all the people I was actually friends with the only one I know of, for sure, that are still in it is Kim Holiday. I know that Kelly is not in it. Nor is Genelle. I don't know anything about Pete and Cathy Shaw.
And I can't think of anybody else that I was genuine friends with that are still in it....
And are you sure that you don't partly want to go back because it IS a doorway back to Ben, since he seems to cut off anybody that's not involved in SR?
Oh, God knows I miss him. And yeah, if I was in karate, I'd probably talk to him at least once in a while. And that would be nice. However, the fact that he droped me like a used paper plate after what happened between us, just because I have different hobbies than him, makes me care a whole lot less, you know?
On the other hand, I know Ben is passionate about Sanchin-Ryu, it's a family to him. So to him, it's is probably ME who did the abandoning.
Don't know if I'll be able to face you-know-who, though. LOL!!! There are some things I just wish I could strike from memory.
And yeah, we'd probably have to go to different classes. But I was thinking we could go back to, like, campout or something. That'd be going back with a bang, eh?
i feel the same way sometimes. Karate was such a positive thing for me but even though the style preaches open mindedness i have a feeling that people would judge or refuse to see that i am not the same person i was. For that matter i think i would feel the same towards them. Regardless it was such a positive thing for me that i am taking my seven year old nephew to classes starting a week from today. I am going to sit out and watch at first. My dad says they will convince me to start up again but we will see..
I know - geez we've both seen that people can contradict their own excellent rules. They preach open-mindedness but SOME of them do not live it
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And I can't think of anybody else that I was genuine friends with that are still in it....
And are you sure that you don't partly want to go back because it IS a doorway back to Ben, since he seems to cut off anybody that's not involved in SR?
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On the other hand, I know Ben is passionate about Sanchin-Ryu, it's a family to him. So to him, it's is probably ME who did the abandoning.
Don't know if I'll be able to face you-know-who, though. LOL!!! There are some things I just wish I could strike from memory.
And yeah, we'd probably have to go to different classes. But I was thinking we could go back to, like, campout or something. That'd be going back with a bang, eh?
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OMG, going back to campout would just be too funny. But 2 whole days of being back - yikes that just screams soreness. :)
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Need I say more?
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