When looking at anything (including healing) from the perspective of the holographic universe model, it's interesting to note that ALL aspects of self are eternal: anger and bliss become equals in the grand scheme of things, existing side by side without either judging or threatening the sovereignty of the other.

The same could be observed for the ( Read more... )

 November 24, 2007

This doc is smart, in humanform terms. Has it mapped out so that I am required to show up in his office about 4 times per year, under the guise of a "follow-up". This is a ritual I find not only annoying, but potentially life-altering - in the sense that, when we go actively looking for something, we often find it. Translated: it ( Read more... )

Went back to the doctor for a follow-up earlier this week.  Translated:  it is the intent of the doctors to turn me into a "patient" (funny word, that, perhaps referring to how long one is expected to sit in the waiting room) - i.e., someone who trudges through the turnstyle like clockwork, racking up numbers on charts and money in the pockets of ( Read more... )

Went to the new doc yesterday morning.  I had assumed a stalker's mindset of ruthless intent - essentially to get what *I* need out of it and not to surrender to the power vested in learned men with letters after their name.  One thing I have learned over the years is that doctors are regarded as the high priests of our society - far more than ( Read more... )

Okay... from a warrior perspective... what does it mean when an otherwise impeccable warrior is diagnosed with some dis-ease?  Funny, but when I told a few select friends about "the dreaded diagnosis", the reactions ran the gamut from supportive to outright mean.  Heh heh.  One friend of long-standing actually said, "If you'd been more impeccable ( Read more... )

A funny thing happened on the way to the bathroom last Thursday morning.  The phone rang and some doctor fresh out of medical school informed me in a grim tone of voice that I have diabetes.  Black and white, there it is on the paper, the numbers don't lie... you have diabetes and high cholesterol and triglycerides through the roof of high heaven, ( Read more... )