It's been four yearsThe pain diminishes ( Read more... )

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This song was not part of the soundtrack to the movie "PS I Love You," but it's a perfect complement.

For those who haven't seen the movie: most of the images of Gerald Butler in this clip are after he's dead. . .

I was doing a good job of being up-beat today, and this Valentine's Day is better than the last three have been, but the fact is that do I hurt like hell, and I'll be glad when today is over.

One of the recent official posts from LJ News talked about "Memorial Status" for blogs whose owners have died. Memorial status prevents them from being purged from lack of use, prevents further entries from being made, but allows comments to be left on entries.

I'd been concerned that uncrowned_king's journal would get purged if I didn't log in every so often ( Read more... )

My grieving was long, and I don't begrudge that. uncrowned_king was worth every minute and every tear -- but I'm done now. He remains dear to me, part of my heart and soul, but I am no longer in constant pain because of his passing ( Read more... )

It's been a week of psychological and spiritual insights and breakthroughs, not all of which have made it onto LJ ( Read more... )

Yesterday I met someone who I ended up telling about uncrowned_king's death ( Read more... )

I've had a fairly serious addiction to Diet Coke -- caffeinated in the morning, decaf after 3pm -- for a number of years now. It's pretty much all I've been drinking, aside from a very small bit of water. Not healthy, I know, but I told myself that it was a minor vice, hitting my wallet more than anything. I was vaguely aware of reports about how ( Read more... )

Unsurprisingly, I am feeling better this morning ( Read more... )

Of all the stages of grief, the one I am least familiar with is anger ( Read more... )