simply maaaaahvelous dahling.......
sorry for the last post....emo i know......i think it's a combo of either depression or pms.......who knows......i really don't know how i look....some days i look in the mirror and i'm like not bad...and other days i look in the mirror and i'm like i look like a man...and it also makes me feel down when i see my friends and they have like the perfect bodies and here i am short and chunky...it's just frustrating...whatever though....i gotta be in charge of my own self..so dieting it is..so today was ok....except for the damn chilluns i be watching........little trolls.....the littlest one is i'm sure a slower kid....and he is not easy to handle......and the two older ones are just plain obnoxious.....but it's money so i can't complain that much.....and then i came home....chilled with my mom and dad...found out i'm eligible for NHS......pretty cool....and then came online and just chit chatted with people.......talked to sara....fob is playing this sunday at the elk grove teen center and at later this august at hollister in the mall.....pretty kick ass....sara wants to go to the hollister one real bad....so i think me her and lauren will go for a nice event for my 16th year celebration.....yayaah.....jenna can come too if shes back....lol.....so yah.....and i know lauren i owe you that damned steak dinner...i owe sara one too so maybe i will kill 2 birds with one stone and take you both out..and you know what...hair lips are sick..you know it's the thing where like you don't have part of your lip and your mouth palette and it goes all the way up to your nose.....ugh...but i'm gonna go to beddaroo now....night