blonde makes me stupider.......
hahaha.....well i dyed my hair blonde agian....i like....and as my mom said (shes been hitting the sauce) that i need to stop being so self esteem-less and saying fuck it i like it to everyone......haha.....she can be down right fun when she's hammered.....so tomorrow...another hell hole day with the devils spawn.....UGH......i honestly can't stand them.........lets just not even get into it....i told my mom all the horrific things they did to me today....and she told me to think of that every time i wanna have sex....and was like and just don't have it......which i suppose its true.....other than that didn't do too much.....tomorrow....mom and dad are leaving....jenna is spending un noche.....and sara is probably gonna hang with us....she better take us for a ride in that new cah of hers.....i'm excited.....and then the rest of the weekend is kinda gonna be like the too........