Jun 07, 2005 21:11
i am not uberjolly tonight.
the lambs have not been very well recently, and timmy (the black one) died today. rebecca (the white one) is better but now very sad and lonely, they were pretty inseparable.
i've been getting angry about a million little things, eirin had a friend over who kept staring at me, the english freak, and whispering while still staring. i wish i had more patience with things like that, but i don't.
do any animals apart from lemmings and humans commit suicide, does anyone know? i'm thinking about evolutionary success here but i can't explain my point. i think i'm wondering if we come under the heading 'too sodding successful for our own good' with this tendency to self-destruct. i wish i was an amoeba.
i have decided it is all bollocks anyway, all of it.