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So this is strange.
Ever since it started being cooler and COLD and smellin' like fall and all-I've had these feelings I can't shake. Memories? Flashbacks? Familiarity? I can't exactly explain-I'm reminded of masses of things all at once, with some being more prominent than others. Is autumntime the time where the most memories dwell? Or am I going to have to "go through this" every season now? Because life has changed so much, all the rest is the past?
I've thought fondly of last fall, despite the pain I know I was going through at the time (how does that work?)
I think I'm getting to be a worse speller/typer because of a certain bad speller/typer...
Anyway, more recently I've had freshman year (or is it sophomore year?) flashback feelings.
It's bizarre-why is emotional or memorial or sensational life taking me back there?
I should be doing a paper that's due NEXT thursday (the draft) but I want to be done THIS thursday because my week following is nearly packed to the brim. Oh the goals I set these days!
I can't wait-I just want this week to be done.
And my paper to be done.
But the faster time goes now the faster it'll go then?
I need new userpics. That is all.
Ever since it started being cooler and COLD and smellin' like fall and all-I've had these feelings I can't shake. Memories? Flashbacks? Familiarity? I can't exactly explain-I'm reminded of masses of things all at once, with some being more prominent than others. Is autumntime the time where the most memories dwell? Or am I going to have to "go through this" every season now? Because life has changed so much, all the rest is the past?
I've thought fondly of last fall, despite the pain I know I was going through at the time (how does that work?)
I think I'm getting to be a worse speller/typer because of a certain bad speller/typer...
Anyway, more recently I've had freshman year (or is it sophomore year?) flashback feelings.
It's bizarre-why is emotional or memorial or sensational life taking me back there?
I should be doing a paper that's due NEXT thursday (the draft) but I want to be done THIS thursday because my week following is nearly packed to the brim. Oh the goals I set these days!
I can't wait-I just want this week to be done.
And my paper to be done.
But the faster time goes now the faster it'll go then?
I need new userpics. That is all.